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[commotiocordis]

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bad person because I get fiercely, fiercely jealous occasionally. Mostly over friends. Idk. Jealous/depressed, I guess. It seems like crazy, stupid elementary school behavior, but if I think/find out that somebody doesn't like me as much as I like them, I sort of shut down. One of those "you're not your best friend's best friend" things. That situation seems to happen to me a lot. That's almost definitely my fault, though, because I get v. v. attached and devoted to my friends. The problem is that most of me says that that shouldn't be a bad thing, but the rest points out how often and how hard I end up getting hurt by it.

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[chaosity.livejournal.com]

FUCKING STORY OF MY LIFE. Like, you have no idea. It's amazing how much it can hurt, and how much it can cause you to hate yourself (amirite?). And it's only recently I was in a similar situation to this, so I can still feel it.

*hugshugshugsjksdhsja*

random: this is prolly one of the icons I use the most. For obvious love/"I'm here for you"/incestual reasons