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Had a couple of dreams (two nights in a row, which is weird for me) when I was in Texas that I never wrote down, even though I was planning on doing it straight away.

And I can totally explain/rationalize both of them (though not last night's at all), which is cool.

In the first one, I was staying home from school because we were adopting a baby (my parents, I mean) and then I was going to take the baby to school with me to show my friends and I parked in the back parking lot (which is odd, because I haven't yet bothered to get my license) at my school, but then somehow I was walking up to my old elementary school's front doors. I don't get the school switching thing, but this was the night that I met my second cousins (was Christmas eve night, I think) who were babies, therefore baby dream.

And the second. Imminently more interesting. Before bed that night I had been watching some Real Medical Mysteries type show (which, after reading the blurb, I immediately realized is just like House only without the predictable treatment patterns, gimpy doctor, and really short diagnosis time). And in it, this doctor wife lady was poisoning her doctor husband with castor stuff, and they made a rather big deal on the show about how that's the stuff they make ricin from. So the dream was rather like so.

I was a doctor. (I get that kind of thing a lot.) At PPTH, because that's fun. And there was a biohazard/chemical leak/something type thing going on and Cameron and I (I actually remember thinking in the dream about whether I should try to get Cameron and Cuddy together or leave it, as I somehow knew that it was Cameron/me, and then deciding that I should just try to get Cuddy in on it because then it would be Cameron/me/Cuddy, and that's just hot) were like the first ones to notice it, so we were telling everybody (the scene I can actually remember of the telling took place seemingly right out side of the basement/cafeteria of my church) to grab the mask/breathy things (that were all hanging on hooks right outside the room everybody was in) and get out of there.

And there was more, but the next bit I can remember is everybody on a school bus type thing and nobody really knew what was going on and Cameron was about to stand up and explain, but I noticed that Cuddy had just gotten on the bus and I put a hand on Cameron's shoulder and was like "This is something Lisa needs to do."

Yeah. So, really easy to figure out. Baby one because I had been playing with babies, House themed biohazard one because I watched a Houseish show with talk about biohazard stuff.

Figure out this one.

I remember an image popping into my head just as I was falling asleep, and I think I pulled myself back from sleep long enough to go "oh, so this is going to be a Star Trek dream", because Seven just decided to pop into my brain. Haven't been watching Star Trek lately, haven't read any Voyager lately, so no idea there.

And it was, more or less. I only remember flashes of this one, but Seven was being all vulnerable and sad and I ran over all *cuddles*. And then I was in the bathroom in my basement, but it was also like a bedroom at times and not a bathroom. And between the bathroom and the basement living room in my house there's like a bit where the room is skinnier because there's a bunch of stuff, and in that space my biology teacher was. . . erm, teaching. I never saw the students, but he was. And somehow I knew that it was the other bio class, the year above me. And in the bathroom, up near the wall closest to the living room bit, there were shrimp. Lots of them. Dead ones. And they were floating. Yeah. No idea. And I poked my head out, and was like "Erm, did you know that there are shrimp floating in here?" And he gave me this almost patronizing "Yes," and it was very much a 'you don't get it because you're not in Bio 2' (and I totally could be, but I chose to stagger my science courses so I could take the big tests right after I finished the bio sequence and not have to wait a year). So I suppose that's probably my feelings of inferiority because I chose to take bio later (though not later, really, just with the people my age) and so I'm no longer ahead in what's actually my best subject.

But yeah, there's more. So here I was in the amazing transfiguring bathroom/bedroom, and I think the shrimp left or something, because I don't remember them being there after that. And the whole reason I was in TATB/B was because I was setting up the bed to go to sleep in. With Seven. I don't know why. And not like that, unfortunately either. And I had my top off or something for some reason, I was changing or whatever, and then Chakotay walks in. The Voyager senior staff (really just Chakotay, Janeway, Paris, Tuvok, and Kim), turns out, was sitting on the couch past the makeshift biology classroom. And I was surprisingly cool with it, he came in to wash his hands or whatever, but then he gives me this malicious smirk and leaves the door wide open when he leaves. And I was like "thanks a bloody lot." I dislike Chakotay immensely, and this obviously carried over into the dream. I figure this has something to do with when somebody comes back into my bedroom when I'm trying to sleep and opens the door to tell me something, but then leaves the light on and the door open, necessitating my getting out of bed and walking to the door to close it and turn off the light and then walking back, which is annoying as all get out. But then Janeway comes in a few seconds after he leaves and smiles at me, rolling her eyes back at him, and closes the door. So that was nice.

Oh, and I totally just realized where the Star Trek bit came from. Not the Seven and me/Seven bits, but I was watching a music video yesterday, I just remembered, called "Loser". And it was basically Chakotay bashing put to music. And lots of the shots had Janeway shooting/attempting to hypospray into oblivion/seemingly mocking him. So that's the whole Janeway and Chakotay bit. And bio I figured out just as I was writing it too. So that leaves the Seven bit. Nothing is forthcoming at this moment. We'll just blame it on the fact that I've been watching a lot of The L Word lately, the music video was of Star Trek (though Seven was the first thing I saw, even before I was entirely asleep, and she wasn't in that vid), and Seven/me is cool. It was definitely not a sexual thing, though, I got that. Slightly sexual, I mean, but not sexual as in actual sexing, more of a comfort thing.

Oddness. Yay for dream interpretation. I'm pretty good at that.
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A/N on a ficlet posted Tuesday by [livejournal.com profile] ralst:
I'll be doing a sci-fi themed update on P&P in a couple of days and the fact that there are far more J/7 and even J/T stories than our beloved T/7 was so disturbing that I was forced to write a ficlet poste haste.

No way. How did this happen? It was a bloody T/7 site. I can't believe that.

Been looking for this picture for a while now. It was a holiday card posted to VJB a couple of years ago with Seven and B'Elanna draped over a big armchair in holidayish garb done all sexified. Probably the best manip I've ever seen. And I can't find it. Tis annoying me.

Edit: Looked one last place and I found it. On [livejournal.com profile] ralst's website, no less. Probably should have been the first place I looked instead of digging through VJB file archives and all the copies of my old sent emails. It's here, if you want to see what I was talking about.
commotiocordis: Green on black, an animated depiction of a normal heart rhythm on an ECG monitor. (Default)
I dislike B'Elanna greatly in the Voyager episode "Dark Frontier". She's whoretastic to Seven. Well, about Seven. She says that Seven was really never part of their community. Janeway's all like "You may not have been close to Seven of Nine, but I was you can't be a bitch and read her personal stuff."

Though it's understandable that B'Elanna'd lash out and say that seeing as how she feels like Seven abandoned her. ;D

I do love the really touching scene with Janeway and Naomi, though. That was cute.

And the Borg queen's whole always seducing all the women (both Seven and Janeway, multiple times I believe) thing makes me laugh.

Bad. "You are the only borg who has ever returned to a state of individuality." That has happened several times. Hugh and Locutus in TNG as well as Seven at least. I'm thinking they're wrong.

*smacks self* Damn it. It's 12:40 and I still haven't started that paper. Curses. Working now.
commotiocordis: Green on black, an animated depiction of a normal heart rhythm on an ECG monitor. (Default)
So. Jordan said this line on Studio 60. I was all "Yay Jordan/Harriet!" It wasn't so much the line, but that she delivered it wrong right. Jordan said something like "Would you go on the cover of Newsweek and say that you're gay?" Even though the fact that she was kidding came through, (I don't remember exactly how she delivered it, but I think it wasn't even my crazy warped femslasher mind that caught this, she really did hit the wrong part of the line IMO) it sounded more like "I know you're gay because the sex last night was amazing, but will you go on the cover of Newsweek and say so?" Made me laugh. And Jordan called her Harri. Which also made me smile.

And something that made me smile and then in rapid succession grimace and feel ashamed? Janeway/Seven. Because I am a darksider. Have been for years. That was one of my first major pairings (probably the first with enough of an established fandom to keep me entertained) of the type that you're loyal to for years. And in the B'Elanna/Seven fic, there were generally 3 ways of dealing with Janeway and acknowledging the pretty blatant subtext between Janeway and Seven. One - ignore Janeway all together. Use her just as much as needed to get your girls in a turbolift or shuttle crash and then just leave her up on the bridge doing captainy type stuff where we never hear from her again. (See most B/7 fic for examples.) Two - jealous/lover Janeway. This being the one that is in love with Seven, but whom B'Elanna manages to steal the girl out from under, the main example in my head right now being "She Who Hesitates is Lost". Three - mother Janeway. Acting as a mother figure to Seven. (See "Queen of Hearts" by DiNovia.)

This last one is the one I tended to subscribe to most, which I think is mostly why I'm having so much trouble accepting the fact that I'm turning into a reluctant J/7er. But to be honest, I've read most of the really good, notable B/7 stuff that I can find. (Though if anybody knows of any more amazing B/7 fics that I might have overlooked, send them here.) And so J/7 is an entire new world and from what I've read, this world is populated with some really good writers. And the B/7 circles that I'm aware of have really slowed down. So yeah. Probably going to be reading quite a bit of the J/7 stuff in time to come.

And not only fics, but vids! Whole pages with one person making like 30! There are very few B/7 vids that I've ever found.
(There was a scene in one that I just watched where Tuvok melded both Janeway and Seven and the same time? How did they explain that any other way than marriage bond through a mediator?)

Made up a test today for Spanish. Man, I love Dr. Beatty. He's pretty awesome. He left a sticky note for me on the door when I came by right after school saying that he'd be right back (which was good, as I got time to study when you put the accent on 'ese'). Most teachers just wouldn't be there. He left a note. And then he went through and marked how many points each type of question was worth on the test while circling things in the directions that I should take note of (like "make sure you use two adjectives in this one" and "only do 4 out of these 5" and such) which was nice because it was all in Spanish and he wanted to make sure that I didn't lose points because I didn't know a major word or something in the directions. And he was very helpful, asking a couple of times to make sure that I didn't have any questions and such. He always seems like one of those kinds of teachers that won't at all think you're stupid for asking a question. And I love his "Perfecto, está bien, excellente" thing that he says all the time, even if he follows it with (in Spanish, obviously) "but what if you switched this around this way?" Always so positive. He's the one teacher that I have this year that I actively like.

So. Got a bio test and a math quiz tomorrow. Should really be studying, as I know nothing about the stuff on either of them because the teachers are useless. Should really be in bed if not studying.

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