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So, about Broken Arrow, OK.

I was going. Then I decided not to. Then I decided to go. And then my brother got all weird and bitchy at me, so I decided that I didn't want to spend 8 hours in a car with him. And then my mom put on the guilt, about how my grandmother is getting old, and this is probably one of the last times I'll see her. So I guess I'm going. I've got to pack. (Which consists of finding the least dirty clothes off of my bedroom floor and putting them in my handy dandy Xena duffle bag.)

But for now, I'm going to finish the very well written DS9 mpreg I'm reading (yeah, you didn't know I was into that, did you? Well, I'm generally not, but this is crazy well done and plausible medical-wise), read the rest of my emails, hope the reviews I just got (and haven't yet read) for a lot of my stories on ff.net aren't flames, and hope that people have posted some really good fic and that I have a lot of ink in the printer, as I've got 8 hours to kill in the morning.

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So, er, yeah. Remember a while back how I said that I wasn't the orchestra bitch anymore, as I wasn't doing orchestra next year?

I lied.

Not about not doing orchestra next year, it's too late to go back on that. But I'm doing summer orchestra. And helping the little kids play.

Which I love so much. I do.

But I'm also doing administrative type crap, which I don't like so much.

But only a little of that kind of work. So I don't know why I'm complaining.

The music however, for the second orchestra (the one for my age group) is impossibly easy. Because the ages in that group are widely varied and I'm the second oldest. Which is annoying, because I had to pay to do the orchestra, and the music is easier than that I've taught to younger kids in different orchestra helper situations.

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Finished aforementioned mpreg fic.

If anyone likes DS9 Garak/Bashir at all, this is a really good story. It takes place when (in canon) Kira took Keiko's baby when she was in the accident. Done obviously to cover up Nana Visitor's pregnancy. But in this story (more realistically, in my opinion) Kira could not take the baby due to differences in Bajoran/Human physiology. Therefore, the only other human on the shuttle had to: Bashir. It goes from there, describing problems with the pregnancy to problems with Bajornans objecting to the concept of male pregnancy, and brings Garak and Bashir together in a convincing and realistic way.

Most importantly for me, they made the concept of male pregnancy believable medically, describing (not in detailed medispeak like I talk in, but well enough) the hormones and surgeries and problems that went along with his ordeal. It is detailed, ties in canon from that time period in the show (but vaguely enough that the episodes involved are not majorly spoiled beyond the fact that they obviously all live though it), and features all the DS9 characters.

In all, probably the best mpreg fic I've ever read.

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My family is never going to learn that if they ask me a question when I'm in bed, I'm probably asleep.

The problem is that I answer. Usually something like "No. Now leave me alone."

And then I wake up, and it turns out that they asked me if I wanted a million dollars, but I can't have them now because I said no. And I don't remember it at all.

Which is why I'm not in Oklahoma now. I woke up at about 10 am, walked into the front room wondering where everybody was and asking why somebody didn't wake me up. Mom says that they did, and I said that I wasn't going. So they left. But I don't remember this at all.

It's kinda funny, you know, you'd think that they'd have seen the fact that I was packed and stuff and wondered "hey, maybe she really does want to go, she's just saying 'no' because she just doesn't want us to wake her up".

The shit thing is that this happens all the time. I'm taking a nap and someone comes in to ask if I want to go out to eat with them, and I answer, and they leave, and I wake up wondering where everybody is. And when I ask them why they always leave without me, they say that I told them I didn't want to go. Well, IT DOESN'T COUNT IF I'M ASLEEP!!!

On top of that, (or perhaps because of it) I've thrown myself into a really depressed mood now. Like at 10 after I found out they left, I went to bed and just stayed there until 5. And I keep crying for no reason. So this sucks.

[mood| depressed]

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I've been updating my fanfiction.net profile. That takes a long time. I was listing out all of my fandoms and parings, and then trying to get them formatted into some kind of a list. Didn't work well. But it's there.

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Just discovered that the Xena virtual series is moving to a new host. I've got one question: Does that mean we're getting more episodes?