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Feb. 6th, 2008 12:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
commotiocordisThis is a failure day. Just in that I'm all mopey.
Find out that I got a 68% on a Spanish test first thing, frustrated over the corrections for said test during Spanish (because I don't know what I did wrong, really, in several large sections) and again in English, which was a horridly loud class and thus impossible to work in.
Got bugged for help on an econ quiz in English too (interrupting my trying to work on the Spanish), revealing exactly how utterly little I understand the section we're on (I missed the first main lecture where most of it was taught, which made it impossible for me to get any of the rest of it. Add to that I can't actually see the notes as the teacher blows through them while sitting right in front of me, even though I've told her that I can't see when she does that, and econ class is just a waste of my time these last few weeks).
Then I looked up my grades and found out that yet again, it appears I don't get the academic award because some jackass teacher decided to give me a shit effort grade for no real reason (seriously, if he's basing it on my having to make up a bunch of tests last semester because I wasn't there, I'm going to be fucking pissed).
Went to Bio to take said jackass teacher's latest test, and found out that there was a sheet passed out at some point that outlined the stuff that we were supposed to learn on our own (because there were no--count'em, none--lecture days for this section, just a bunch of worksheets he tossed at us). Which I naturally hadn't learned, having not known about them. I knew most of the stuff anyway, but two of the essays I'm pretty sure I didn't get full points on for stuff that was on that sheet.
God. I'm just so frustrated with school (and how I'm performing in it, really) right now. And how I seem to be getting screwed out of things a lot lately. (Case in point, going out to dinner. Which they did last night for Fat Tuesday. Because I don't want to waste my calories on food that's only decent, but nobody ever seems to give a damn when I say that I don't want to go/don't think there's anything I can eat/don't like someplace. The family's gone out probably 5 times without me in a row now, and it pisses me off because I'm getting punished for trying to stop eating whatever just because it's there.)
Plus, my heath has been shit (mainly odd bladder issues, but I've also managed to get myself dehydrated as all getout and nothing seems to be helping, plus the odd glandular swelling that won't go away even though I was on antibiotics), I've been wearing the same pair of jeans for prolly a week now because I'm still out of clothes that fit and haven't been able to get to the thrift store on a Saturday because of mock trial, and I'm probably going to have to go to church tonight (my dad being scheduled to be one of the wine-giver people and it being Ash Wednesday and all)
Failure.
Find out that I got a 68% on a Spanish test first thing, frustrated over the corrections for said test during Spanish (because I don't know what I did wrong, really, in several large sections) and again in English, which was a horridly loud class and thus impossible to work in.
Got bugged for help on an econ quiz in English too (interrupting my trying to work on the Spanish), revealing exactly how utterly little I understand the section we're on (I missed the first main lecture where most of it was taught, which made it impossible for me to get any of the rest of it. Add to that I can't actually see the notes as the teacher blows through them while sitting right in front of me, even though I've told her that I can't see when she does that, and econ class is just a waste of my time these last few weeks).
Then I looked up my grades and found out that yet again, it appears I don't get the academic award because some jackass teacher decided to give me a shit effort grade for no real reason (seriously, if he's basing it on my having to make up a bunch of tests last semester because I wasn't there, I'm going to be fucking pissed).
Went to Bio to take said jackass teacher's latest test, and found out that there was a sheet passed out at some point that outlined the stuff that we were supposed to learn on our own (because there were no--count'em, none--lecture days for this section, just a bunch of worksheets he tossed at us). Which I naturally hadn't learned, having not known about them. I knew most of the stuff anyway, but two of the essays I'm pretty sure I didn't get full points on for stuff that was on that sheet.
God. I'm just so frustrated with school (and how I'm performing in it, really) right now. And how I seem to be getting screwed out of things a lot lately. (Case in point, going out to dinner. Which they did last night for Fat Tuesday. Because I don't want to waste my calories on food that's only decent, but nobody ever seems to give a damn when I say that I don't want to go/don't think there's anything I can eat/don't like someplace. The family's gone out probably 5 times without me in a row now, and it pisses me off because I'm getting punished for trying to stop eating whatever just because it's there.)
Plus, my heath has been shit (mainly odd bladder issues, but I've also managed to get myself dehydrated as all getout and nothing seems to be helping, plus the odd glandular swelling that won't go away even though I was on antibiotics), I've been wearing the same pair of jeans for prolly a week now because I'm still out of clothes that fit and haven't been able to get to the thrift store on a Saturday because of mock trial, and I'm probably going to have to go to church tonight (my dad being scheduled to be one of the wine-giver people and it being Ash Wednesday and all)
Failure.
