EINSEINIAN HAIR IS WIN. If I got my hair like that, I could pretty much guarantee that it was never coming down. My hair gets screwed up in the 30 minutes between my brushing it and getting to school, it's horrible. Imagine if I did it on purpose.
O BUT I FORGOT. My Harry Potter coif. Once I got the black color out, it was pretty easy to get down, but it was a rat's nest until then.
LOL, explosions. I made one of those things (sorta) when I was little when a friend of mine and I were randomly mixing stuff and I didn't realize she'd poured in one pool-cleaning chemical when I poured in another. It got all smokey and with white, billowy, chemical-y clouds pouring up from the bucket we were using. But at least it was outside. /story
I'm sorry you feel this way. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better but I know there probably isn't!
Just know I hope you feel better and I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I know you get stressed and worry about things a lot and that is very hard, but I wish you could see that you didn't make a mess out of everything...
This is true. I've just been looking, as I'm forced to with applications and stuff, at what I've been doing with my life, and I've found it wanting. I had so many plans, and it seems like most of them aren't going to be able to happen because of one thing or another that I've done or not done. Dreams, I guess you'd say, that my grades and such are a major inhibitor to.
Thanks, though, bb. I imagine this is a hard time for everybody, but just knowing that I could have done better but just didn't makes it downright impossible.
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Date: 2007-10-03 07:05 am (UTC)*something explodes in the background*
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Date: 2007-10-03 01:11 pm (UTC)O BUT I FORGOT. My Harry Potter coif. Once I got the black color out, it was pretty easy to get down, but it was a rat's nest until then.
LOL, explosions. I made one of those things (sorta) when I was little when a friend of mine and I were randomly mixing stuff and I didn't realize she'd poured in one pool-cleaning chemical when I poured in another. It got all smokey and with white, billowy, chemical-y clouds pouring up from the bucket we were using. But at least it was outside. /story
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Date: 2007-10-03 01:44 pm (UTC)I'm sorry you feel this way. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better but I know there probably isn't!
Just know I hope you feel better and I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I know you get stressed and worry about things a lot and that is very hard, but I wish you could see that you didn't make a mess out of everything...
Just a *big hug* from me!
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Date: 2007-10-03 05:34 pm (UTC)This is true. I've just been looking, as I'm forced to with applications and stuff, at what I've been doing with my life, and I've found it wanting. I had so many plans, and it seems like most of them aren't going to be able to happen because of one thing or another that I've done or not done. Dreams, I guess you'd say, that my grades and such are a major inhibitor to.
Thanks, though, bb. I imagine this is a hard time for everybody, but just knowing that I could have done better but just didn't makes it downright impossible.