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Nov. 19th, 2007 10:39 amSo I got home last night (way later than we were supposed to, as the stupid bus got lost making an unscheduled stop in some random city, god only knows why, to drop off two people), went to sleep, woke up, got ready to go, missed the bus looking for my amoxicillin (which I've totally screwed up, as I forgot it yesterday when we left, and really haven't taken it properly for more than one day at a time, which is why I hate antibiotics, especially when you're supposed to find time to take them tid), couldn't find my notebook for Spanish, and then dissolved into a full-on anxiety attack over how I've been missing so much school lately and how it's made me so far behind that I don't even know where to start to try and make anything up.
Guess who's staying home again.
This is horrible. I'm screwing up everything this year school-wise. If I actually checked my grades online (though I don't, as they tend to induce suicidiality), I'm confident that I'm actually failing Biology and prolly have a C- in Spanish. Bio teacher gives a 10% curve on his tests always (because they're wicked and he never covers all of it), but I managed to lose that for myself (for the rest of the year) the third test of the year because I wasn't there on the day he administered it. And if my grades didn't take enough of a hit from that, I lost the big set of "workbook pages," which are huge assignments for every quarter, and so haven't turned the last three sets of those in because first I didn't want to admit it and ask him for a replacement set and later because he didn't actually have a replacement set. I'm behind two labs to turn in because I haven't been there to get the instructions to finish them off and another one to actually do because I'm pretty sure we ran it one of the days last week when I wasn't there.
I need to stop being sick. I need to stop freaking out about work and making myself sicker.
And lol at the bad decision to take the Amoxicillin this morning and not chase it down with a Compazine. Situation has been remedied, but twas definite confirmation that the Amoxicillin is the problem.
Guess who's staying home again.
This is horrible. I'm screwing up everything this year school-wise. If I actually checked my grades online (though I don't, as they tend to induce suicidiality), I'm confident that I'm actually failing Biology and prolly have a C- in Spanish. Bio teacher gives a 10% curve on his tests always (because they're wicked and he never covers all of it), but I managed to lose that for myself (for the rest of the year) the third test of the year because I wasn't there on the day he administered it. And if my grades didn't take enough of a hit from that, I lost the big set of "workbook pages," which are huge assignments for every quarter, and so haven't turned the last three sets of those in because first I didn't want to admit it and ask him for a replacement set and later because he didn't actually have a replacement set. I'm behind two labs to turn in because I haven't been there to get the instructions to finish them off and another one to actually do because I'm pretty sure we ran it one of the days last week when I wasn't there.
I need to stop being sick. I need to stop freaking out about work and making myself sicker.
And lol at the bad decision to take the Amoxicillin this morning and not chase it down with a Compazine. Situation has been remedied, but twas definite confirmation that the Amoxicillin is the problem.
