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e, composed and deleted several times this morning, and last night, and probably three nights previous, reaching out to therapists and social workers and the voice mails of psychiatrists and case managers and...:

hey, i might need help

can you maybe

this isn't an emergency but

if you have a chance, i high key know the waiting times for the emergency rooms varies so


i hate

I HATE

how this is now a "substance abuser" emergency instead of anyone seeing me as a halfway through medical school fancypants person.