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Apr. 19th, 2006 12:42 amI'm thinking about taking stuff on
1sentenceorder. But I may write the 50 first, just to make sure I can do it. And if my pairing still isn't claimed, I'll claim and post. And if it is claimed, I'll wait until it's unclaimed. I just don't want to take anything when I'm not going to have much free time until after finals.
I still haven't been studying for my AP tests. I think that by not studying, I don't have to admit to myself that this is real, that I'm really going to have to take these tests. It's also my classic defense mechanism. I don't study so that when I don't get a good grade, it's because I didn't study, not because I didn't measure up. It's not working, though. The not admitting thing. I've still started getting my panic attack/night terror things again. Almost daily. Coupled with this pretty much constant nausea. Which is fun.
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I still haven't been studying for my AP tests. I think that by not studying, I don't have to admit to myself that this is real, that I'm really going to have to take these tests. It's also my classic defense mechanism. I don't study so that when I don't get a good grade, it's because I didn't study, not because I didn't measure up. It's not working, though. The not admitting thing. I've still started getting my panic attack/night terror things again. Almost daily. Coupled with this pretty much constant nausea. Which is fun.