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commotiocordis ([personal profile] commotiocordis) wrote2007-07-23 12:47 am
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Had alternating/combined toothache and migraine all day today. Oddly enough, they both stopped right about at 11pm. I'm maintaining that it's because I refuse to be miserable on my birthday.

Found DH on the internets last night, read up to chapter 33 (I've been timing myself on this one and I've been reading it killer fast, which is interesting, because I'm doing the opposite of skimming; I'm doing the voices for everything in my head for most bits). Stopped, though, because I had realized that reading it on the computer was making it less real. I had resolved as soon as I started looking for a computer copy that I was going to stop when I got to the end and read the last chapter in the actual paper book, but then I decided to change back earlier (actually, around chapter 27, but as I was carrying the laptop back to the front room, I got hooked into the next chapter and had to read more). I had to remind myself several times that it was the actual book I was reading, and not just some excellent epic-length fic, which is when I finally made myself stop reading (earlier it wouldn't have been as much of a problem, but when we got into the action, it became nearly impossible to put down).

Nat Tena in the behind-the-scenes interview clips in the OotP computer game (whenever you get certain amounts of "discovery points", you can go into this room and watch interview bits) is hotsecks. Her hair makes me lol because it's all spiky and fun (and she's not in costume or anything; it's just her hair). She looks her actual age there; idk why, but in the movie I think she looks a lot older than she is, which is what actually made me not crazy about her in the beginning, because Tonks was supposed to be really young.

I got a new watchband. Because the one on the big clunky watch I inherited from my dad had the little crossband that you slip the extra length through broken off a few months after I got it. I kept using it like that forever, though, with different cords and rubber bands and tape working as makeshift band-holder-downer things and sometimes nothing at all, letting the extra band length flop freely beyond the buckle. But dad came home with one on Friday, and then fussed with it because it was a little too wide for the watch (involving scissors and a multitude of matches to burn closed the cut part of the acrylic so it didn't unravel) until he got it on. V. nice of him, I thought. I'm only thinking about it now because it's bugging me a bit, though. The edges are rather rough. I'll have to take a picture of it, though, because it will take me ages to try and make up the words to describe it. It's quite odd, suffice it to say.

A giant spider just crawled across the wall behind the computer monitor. Odd. Not giant so much as. . . thick, I suppose.

I must find the cord for the camera and put up pictures from the Deathly Hallows release. The camera got accidentally left at home, sadly, as I had planned to take it to the bookstore with me, but we had gotten a couple of the three of us before we left. I got blackmailed, somehow, into dressing up as Bellatrix, so that was rather fun. I actually was in the top 5 of the costume contest--mostly because my hair turned out much better than I expected it to--which was hilarious, because the judges pick the top 5 but the people cheer-vote for the winner, so it becomes a how-many-people-in-the-audience-know-you contest, and as the group of people that showed up that went to my school were off in the back somewhere, I had my brother, sister, and this girl Kaylee whom I met (or who met me, rather; she came up to me when I was barely 10 feet in the door and started asking about my costume. She was quite nice, we ended up hanging out the rest of the night, though I can confidently say that I would never have been that bold myself, to just walk up to someone like that) yelling at the top of their lungs (obviously trying quite hard, though, as they were by no means the quietest bunch of voters).

[identity profile] chaosity.livejournal.com 2007-07-26 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
Yesyesyes. I, as a rule, don't do non-con. People do, I know this, but I refuse

It's so funny you should say this. I was on a quest for Bellatrix/Tonks over at [livejournal.com profile] hp_girlslash (AND, AFTER LOOKING A SOETHING LIKE THREE COMMS, FF.NET AND SOME OTHER SITE, I HAVE FOUND NOTHING EXCEPT FICS WHERE BELLATRIX TRIES TO CORRUPT CHILD!TONKS. IN HER MIND. NOT IN HER PANTS. FAIL. I AM STILL DUMBSTRUCK OVER THAT. HOW COULD THERE BE NO BELLATRIX/TONKS?), and I stumbled across a Bellatrix/Hermione non-con that was quite well-writen, I have to say. I would have loved it way more if the manor!Death Eaters weren't standing around watching (including Draco and Wormtail and Lucius and UGH) but when you concentrated on Bellarix it was pretty hot. I want that author to write another Bellatrix/anyone girlsmut.
Only... she said "cunt" too much.
ANYHOO.

I've decided that Hermione really has been working for the Death Eaters all along, and so Bella was just pretending to torture her while they had hotgirlsecks. The end,

SEE, JK ROWLING? IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL TO COME UP WITH ENDINGS THAT ARE MADE OF WIN.

which means she's spent time around her, which means sex

lolol, I love that.

[identity profile] crashcart9.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
IN HER MIND. NOT IN HER PANTS.

LOLOL. Sad. Yet mindfuckily intriguing?

I AM STILL DUMBSTRUCK OVER THAT. HOW COULD THERE BE NO BELLATRIX/TONKS?)

IDK. I came up with some last night that made me smile while I was most decidedly not falling asleep, though. And that was happy. But then I lost it. I just remember coming up with one. Isn't that the sadness.

I stumbled across a Bellatrix/Hermione non-con that was quite well-writen, I have to say.

Rly? Actually, I read a bit of non-con stuff myself yesterday. Harry/Lucius, though. It was intriguing, because it was sort of paradoxical--it felt just like shitty teenage angst fic, but was well written, actually to the point of being. . . enjoyable's not the right word, but you know. Decent. Which ended up being bad because it was triggering as fuck, and yet I wanted to keep reading it, LOL.

Only... she said "cunt" too much.

Ooh. I'm not so much a fan of that one as not. Occasionally, perhaps, but not lots. Ergh.

SEE, JK ROWLING? IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL TO COME UP WITH ENDINGS THAT ARE MADE OF WIN.

LOL, TRUFAX.

[identity profile] chaosity.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
Yet mindfuckily intriguing?

I'm not sure, actually. I think I stopped reading.

BUT I HAVE TO TELL YOU HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO. I ACTUALLY FOUND A TONKS/BELLATRIX FIC THAT I LOVED SO HARD I ACTUALLY PRINTED IT OFF. I HAVEN'T DONE THAT TO A FIC THAT ISN'T MINE, LIKE, EVER. It's so hot, with the whole Tons' crush on Bellatrix thing. Because I totally get it. I haven't had a crush on an aunty (that I can remember) but I've had crushes on teachers and other older people.
I'll have to find it and link you to it.

But then I lost it. I just remember coming up with one

That exact same thing happened to me. DDD:

enjoyable's not the right word, but you know. Decent

YTeah, that's what the Bellatrix/Hermione was like. I found Bellarix really hot, because I just love her, but overall it wuld have better without so much humiliation. If Bellatrix had've taken her somewhere else and done the ravaging thing, yeah. Explosions. But not with the Malfoys etc. there! *shudders*
Though Draco really didn't want to watch or whatever, which actually made me like him, for some reason. He totally didn't belong there. You can tell in the book, even.

Which ended up being bad because it was triggering as fuck, and yet I wanted to keep reading it, LOL

I TOTALLY GET THAT

Occasionally, perhaps, but not lots

Same here. It's alright thrown in during hotsex, here and there, but not when it's basically the only noun the author can come up with.

[identity profile] crashcart9.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
I ACTUALLY FOUND A TONKS/BELLATRIX FIC THAT I LOVED SO HARD I ACTUALLY PRINTED IT OFF.

THIS HAS MADE ME EXCITED.

Because I totally get it. I haven't had a crush on an aunty (that I can remember) but I've had crushes on teachers and other older people.

YYY. I think everyone does, at some point. If they say they didn't, they're lying liars.

I found Bellarix really hot, because I just love her, but overall it wuld have better without so much humiliation.

Yeah. I found that one, and I get that. I appreciated it more for everything else, the description and her characterization of not only Bella and Hermione but the other Death eaters, but it was hard to fully appreciate teh hot. Though it was definitely still there.

It's alright thrown in during hotsex, here and there, but not when it's basically the only noun the author can come up with.

Yah. Though I have to admit I didn't really mind it in teh Bella!hotsecks. When it was in the description, it was odd, but I can see nutso, noncon-ing Bella saying that easily.

[identity profile] crashcart9.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
I THINK I JUST FOUND THE BELLATRIX/HERMIONE FIC YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT. *goes to read*

[identity profile] chaosity.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
OOOH!

ALSO, I FORGOT TO TELL YOU IN MY OTHER REPLY, BUT I -LOVE- THE NEW LAYOUT. I MAY JUST HAVE TO SEX IT.

[identity profile] crashcart9.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
OOHTHANKS! I was playing with that for ages, trying to get the background sized right and all. I was actually working with the grey butterfly thing on the black of the info bar thing until I realized how good it looked on the white. Makes me smile. I still want to make something for the top, but I ended up playing with the background for so long that I hadn't the time.

[identity profile] chaosity.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
AND HERE (http://community.livejournal.com/witchwinter/12596.html#cutid1) IS THE BELLATRIX/TONKS FIC.

[identity profile] crashcart9.livejournal.com 2007-07-30 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
YESYESYES EVERYTHING YOU SAID AND MORE. I'd totally print that out myself if I wasn't afraid that somebody would find it. (Not that I haven't printed out girlypr0n loads of times before, but it's the incest and bits of noncon that push it over into the "something I would prolly kill myself if found with" category.) So being put in my del.icio favorites and saved onto the hard drive must suffice.

And you know what? The first scene in there, with the (somewhat) chaste kiss on the lips? That ttly made me remember bits of my non-fic/short scene thing I came up with, because that was in it. The kiss, I mean. Sort of. Idk.

Now my bunny 'du thingy' is Hermione/Tonks because I just started writing it a few hours ago and then stopped when I decided to answer comments instead. As answering comments is a time-consuming task.