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[commotiocordis]

I want to do my life over again. And not make such a fucking mess of things this time.

If only.

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[crashcart9.livejournal.com]

I know there probably isn't!

This is true. I've just been looking, as I'm forced to with applications and stuff, at what I've been doing with my life, and I've found it wanting. I had so many plans, and it seems like most of them aren't going to be able to happen because of one thing or another that I've done or not done. Dreams, I guess you'd say, that my grades and such are a major inhibitor to.

Thanks, though, bb. I imagine this is a hard time for everybody, but just knowing that I could have done better but just didn't makes it downright impossible.