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[commotiocordis]

I want to do my life over again. And not make such a fucking mess of things this time.

If only.

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[rainbowjumpsuit.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I'm sorry you feel this way. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better but I know there probably isn't!

Just know I hope you feel better and I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I know you get stressed and worry about things a lot and that is very hard, but I wish you could see that you didn't make a mess out of everything...

Just a *big hug* from me!

[crashcart9.livejournal.com]

I know there probably isn't!

This is true. I've just been looking, as I'm forced to with applications and stuff, at what I've been doing with my life, and I've found it wanting. I had so many plans, and it seems like most of them aren't going to be able to happen because of one thing or another that I've done or not done. Dreams, I guess you'd say, that my grades and such are a major inhibitor to.

Thanks, though, bb. I imagine this is a hard time for everybody, but just knowing that I could have done better but just didn't makes it downright impossible.