by then the little diamond eyelit hole thing it had in the chest stretched open so far when I tried to wear it that you can see pretty much the innner third of each of my boobs
Ooh, I do love those diamond-slit-things. But I had a similar experience with a dress last summer. Usually I'm a medium when it comes to those sizes (I prefer the actual numbers), but they didn't have any left in the dress I wanted, so I grabbed small. Sometimes that works for me, because small covers 8-10, and I can fit into size 10 in some clothes (but mostly I'm 12), but this time it didn't. It clung too my hips a little more than I'm comfortable with, but the worst part was the little slit it had in the chest. Was funny. It was totally stretched over my boobs, and when I untied the string it popped open as far as it would go. I found it quite inspiring, but that's just me being weird.
I'm actually happy with my boobs now. Trufax. I still make jokes and complain, but it's half-assed. I finally realised I'm quite lucky compared to some people, especially the way they're all "gravity has no effect on us" and I can go around in public without a bra and not look obvious. Which I did today, because bras are borderline insufferable on the first day of my period.
every time I move I can feel it.
Yesss, that creeps me out. Because it always seems to feel like more's coming out, y'know? And then I'm all "OMG what if I've shifted it, and now I'm leaking all over my pants?!" which was always my major fear as a young adolescent. And still is.
Oh, the drama.
Everything I've heard tells me that they're supposed to decrease
Same here. But now that I've adjusted to the birth control and found an excellent pain killer they're only really bad on the first day, and even then the reallybadkillmenow aches come and go, and never last very long. Mostly it's just a tolerable background kind of ache. As opposed to the reallybadkillmenow aches coming and going all the time for the first few days.
"Oh, I'm going to slow down like I'm stopping like normal after about five days. But no, fake out, now you're going to bleed like it's the second day again! *evil cackle*"
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Ooh, I do love those diamond-slit-things. But I had a similar experience with a dress last summer. Usually I'm a medium when it comes to those sizes (I prefer the actual numbers), but they didn't have any left in the dress I wanted, so I grabbed small. Sometimes that works for me, because small covers 8-10, and I can fit into size 10 in some clothes (but mostly I'm 12), but this time it didn't. It clung too my hips a little more than I'm comfortable with, but the worst part was the little slit it had in the chest. Was funny. It was totally stretched over my boobs, and when I untied the string it popped open as far as it would go. I found it quite inspiring, but that's just me being weird.
I'm actually happy with my boobs now. Trufax. I still make jokes and complain, but it's half-assed. I finally realised I'm quite lucky compared to some people, especially the way they're all "gravity has no effect on us" and I can go around in public without a bra and not look obvious. Which I did today, because bras are borderline insufferable on the first day of my period.
every time I move I can feel it.
Yesss, that creeps me out. Because it always seems to feel like more's coming out, y'know? And then I'm all "OMG what if I've shifted it, and now I'm leaking all over my pants?!" which was always my major fear as a young adolescent. And still is.
Oh, the drama.
Everything I've heard tells me that they're supposed to decrease
Same here. But now that I've adjusted to the birth control
and found an excellent pain killerthey're only really bad on the first day, and even then the reallybadkillmenow aches come and go, and never last very long. Mostly it's just a tolerable background kind of ache. As opposed to the reallybadkillmenow aches coming and going all the time for the first few days."Oh, I'm going to slow down like I'm stopping like normal after about five days. But no, fake out, now you're going to bleed like it's the second day again! *evil cackle*"
*kicks your uterus* :D